I didn't sleep well last night. I was up and down and really couldn't turn off my brain. I'm extremely stressed. I worked so hard to have good credit, and have 'things', and now I am realizing that 'things' don't make you happy, and that good credit is just one step away from bad credit.
We went through the bills last night. We can't pay our credit cards, and we can't continue to live off of them either. Our payments are really not that high compared to other's I've talked with. But anything above $0.00, is high when everyone in your house is out of work! Ninja applied for unemployment, and we've applied for food stamps. I'm not really sure how any of these systems work, but we are at the desperation point.
Yesterday I went from one storefront to another, giving out my resume, filling out applications, talking to people. I don't care what the work is right now, I just want work.
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